My Sad Days

Broken down, again
Phones switched off, again
A cloud across my face,trying best to reveal not
My trembling lips betray me, without a word told they speak a lot
Such are my days, such are my sad days.

They all keep asking,relentless
To share is to unburden,i could care less
I fume within, angry at them, at the world and at self the most
I fasten my feelings, in futile attempts i get lost
Such are my days, such are my sad days.

I stay away from all,indulging my own gloom
Tears that fall, wash the floors of only my room
Its his mood,so they said, bitter rage is all they see
The disappointments that throbs within, actually defines me
Such are my days, such are my sad days.

Everyone i love,i push them away
You dont need anyone,to console myself i say
Knowledge of dying alone,renders me helplessly mute
I scream to be heard,whats said and whats meant forever in dispute
Such are my days, such are my sad days.

I know my future days,i know now
All my dreams will come true, and how
As i wished for solitude, they will be no one around
Sick of my drama,they all leave,no sight nor sound
Such will be my days,such will be all my days.