I Hope In Your Next Life You Grow Up Somewhere Safe

This is dedicated to you, Nirbhaya.
This is dedicated to every other victim of man's brutality.

I salute your courage.

And I Know it Now

And so the ship has sailed

And i know it now.

No longer in tandem with wind or wave

Nor the mast majestic and proud

A glimpse has turned to nothingness

Where the sea meets the horizon 

In an unending unforgiving vastness

And i know it now.

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Its elementary boy, just shut up and get a fuck

I asked god - who am i supposed to be?

God replied, after quite a linger

“You already are who you are,cant you see?”

I thought a while,then gave him the finger.

I asked God- in what should i believe?

God replied,without any hesitation

“Truth is all around you,for you to achieve”

I thought a while,heaven is a crazy station. 

I asked God- how do i tie these loose ends?

God replied, with no pretense

“Its simple boy, you have to make amends”

I thought a while,none of this makes sense.

I asked God- When will I leave, at what time?

God replied, with a deep and serious voice

“Everybody leaves, no matter the good or the crime”

I thought a while, so i dont really have a choice

I asked God- Am I a sitting duck ?

God replied,with a lot of might

“Its elementary boy, just shut up and get a fuck”

I thought a while,agreed.

With that logic,how can i fight.


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Pittance

The lines between regret and anger are blurred away
Forever resting in their place a sober acceptance.
Instincts have led me to a hypocritical bed on which i lay
Ceased hand grappling with reality, i eagerly concede
I will make do with this pittance.

See Through Me

When you see my eyes emit no light

Lifeless, with no more affection to drop

When they appear as if they are specks of plastic

I hope you still see through me.

When you find my heart beats all wrong

Excrutiating, painful sound thats far too shrill

When it speaks rehearsed, without any compassion

I hope you still see through me.

When you find my thoughts beseech only to curse

Vile, summoning every sincere intent to cause injury

When it offers none of the loyalty it once did

I hope you still see through me.

My Sad Days

Broken down, again
Phones switched off, again
A cloud across my face,trying best to reveal not
My trembling lips betray me, without a word told they speak a lot
Such are my days, such are my sad days.

They all keep asking,relentless
To share is to unburden,i could care less
I fume within, angry at them, at the world and at self the most
I fasten my feelings, in futile attempts i get lost
Such are my days, such are my sad days.

I stay away from all,indulging my own gloom
Tears that fall, wash the floors of only my room
Its his mood,so they said, bitter rage is all they see
The disappointments that throbs within, actually defines me
Such are my days, such are my sad days.

Everyone i love,i push them away
You dont need anyone,to console myself i say
Knowledge of dying alone,renders me helplessly mute
I scream to be heard,whats said and whats meant forever in dispute
Such are my days, such are my sad days.

I know my future days,i know now
All my dreams will come true, and how
As i wished for solitude, they will be no one around
Sick of my drama,they all leave,no sight nor sound
Such will be my days,such will be all my days.