In front of Your Hundred Lies

We are all victims of one kind
Still we stand guilty in some eyes
A heavy heart and a tired mind
Stands here, in front of your hundred lies.

Time after time i chose to fight
Even though u didnt care that i was sad
Black hatred you had,absorbed all light
You revealed my true self, or you thought you had.

I tried it all to tell you you were wrong
You never wanted to listen, you stood your ground
That is when I knew we could never belong
And that is when I decided to not stay around.

If so, why do i still feel your hunger for me
Why do i convince myself there is something more
If i consume, let me and my addiction be
Just a little bit more of you, just a little bit more.

If you choose to run , then i know you must
Before you turn,listen, even if it is just to humor me
I will ask this only once, you have to trust
How can i remove all we had, disillusions that i still see.

Is it me who has to learn to leave you
Or is it you, who was always better prepared
I did not get what was never my due
So you told me, you finally told me you never cared.