That Familiar Feeling

its a familiar feeling, its that known thought
its something i kept aside, its what I fought
with a life of its own, it keeps coming back
it knows me in and out, it does find a crack.

will it be any different, will it this time around
will i be up there, however with feet on ground
so if this time i fall, it wouldnt hurt so much
it is good I hope so,it is good to think such.

manager bole- ki cholbe konchi na baash?

jibone shei eki kaaj
hoi hibernate, noi java
essh essh ki je laaj
na hoi hibernate, no hoi java

sokkal sokkal office jai
mnger bole aaj-ee, not kaal
matha je ar cholche na bhai
seto r bojhe na, se je boro baal

eirokom korei beje jai barota
lokjon ekhon jache khepe
mone hoche porbe bara kata
pakhi ure niye jabe seita jhepe

bikel hotei cholo ektu cha ta
jei dilam shantite ekta chumuk
thik sei samai ph korbe baalta
it te nai kono khushi, no kono shukh

ratri hotei phone korlo ma
bole -ki re kokhn jabi bari
bollam setai to chai, setai asha
ma bole -pabi kichu, bus ba gari.

dekhte dekhte beje gelo 10te
bhalo chilo khete kortam chaas
abar porbe laath amar pode
manager bole- ki cholbe konchi na baash?